Thursday, May 24, 2012

Forget Us

"The basket packed in silence, they brought her bonnet to her, and smoothed her disordered hair, and put it on. Then they pressed about her, and bent over her in very natural attitudes, kissing and embracing : and brought the children to take leave of her."

Tuesday, May 22, 2012

Hard work vs. bribes

preview

Bear with me here.

There's an episode from Spongebob Squarepants where Spongebob and King Neptune have a Cook-Off to see who is best at making a crabby-patty. (I forget the reason why. Do we need a reason?)

They do this Roman Colosseum style, as befits a Great God Of The Sea, to a huge crowd of spectators. There is elaborate set-up. We see King Neptune raising his arms and two magic seahorses descend from the heavens and grid him in his cooking-apron. (Spongebob puts on his hat.) King Neptune raises one hand and wheat springs from the ground, and with a zap turns them into burger buns. (Spongebob places a bag of store-bought buns on the table.) King Neptune levitates great sacks of vegetables and calls upon a school of swordfish to slice them to perfection. (Spongebob, with great care, makes one tomato slice with the edge of his spatula.) King Neptune zaps his burgers on a mighty, shiny grill. (Spongebob rubs two sticks together to make a campfire.) And so on. In the end King Neptune makes hundreds of crabby-patties, sufficient to feed everyone in the crowd. Spongebob just makes the one.

The kicker though? King Neptune's patties taste awful. The crowd spits them out after one bite. Spongebob's patty, eaten by King Neptune himself, causes great choral music to sound. Clearly superior. He concedes defeat.

I'm hoping real life plays out this way in the area of proposals/manuscipts/portfolios. I have seen some very well-designed, beautiful self-promotion materials in those books and magazines where one can find such things. I have also seen beautiful-yet-rediculously-over-the-top-things, like custom milled soaps in biodegradable packaging.

I mention all this because this evening, on a Very Well Known Publisher's facebook page, I saw a superbly ridiculous book proposal delivery, which involved treats, poetry and a singing telegram.

On the one hand: I get it. If I were in charge of inquires at any publishing house it would certainly be tedious to sift through the massive volume of hopeful submissions, and it would therefore be very thrilling to get a little gift or something weird. But mostly, it makes me -- the small time newcomer on the block -- feel very, very small when I see stuff like this. I don't have the budget to hire a singing telegram. I don't have the budget to make custom-print envelopes. I print my own business cards on my fancy art-print printer. (On the paper I paint my illustrations on, actually. I don't think you'd know if I didn't tell you. The look pretty professional.) I am amassing what I hope is a concise business identity for myself. I am making delicious pictures to stuff my portfolio with. I am also working a lot.

I hope all of this can somehow stand out over a singing telegram, but it's hard to know sometimes.

I commented something more succinct to this effect on the publisher's facebook page where I saw this, but I deleted it because I am a Coward. And because I do want to submit work to these people, and want to be taken seriously, despite my lack of singing telegrams and baked goods. I want my work to be celebrated for being good work, not because I bribed someone into celebrating it.

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Saturday, May 12, 2012

prep

I'm not sure how to introduce this cleverly, with words, because I'm a bit tired trying to pull together all the last minute details. Getting things in frames. Printing business cards. And of course, writing this (and other) blurbs about it.

business card prep

business cards

So I'll just come out and say it: If you've ever been hankering to see any of my work in person your chance may well be here. Through the months of May and June a whole lot of my work -- including those new paintings I was just telling you about -- will all be on display at the Canby Public Library.

lots of work

A LOT of my work is there. I think initially I assumed this would be a group show, but no. The generous folks at the library open up their entire space a single artist. In fact I didn't bring enough pieces on Wednesday, our original set-up day, so I'll be going back down there tonight with illustrations and things in frames. Some of those will be prints, but honestly the print quality is so high that I can barely tell the difference. Also, because they are printed with archival inks, I think they may last longer than the originals.

This is a very special show to me because it's my first solo show in Oregon. And it's at a library to boot! I've shown in libraries before and I'm honestly trying to do more of that. Library shows are the best. People aren't just breezing by your work for the free wine and crackers at the opening -- they're sitting around on computers, on chairs reading books, they're waiting for story time. They linger around your pictures. And they really look at them. And little kids look at them. And parents and kids have uninhibited discussions about what's in the picture.

weird fishes

What's that? A fish? Do you see the fish? I don't see any fish. Wait, is that circle his eye, maybe? Oh yeah! And is that line there his back? Ooo I see it I see it!

Canby is a forty minute drive from Portland, but it's a beautiful drive. All along the river, through Oregon City and next to the Willamette Falls -- one of my favorite places in Oregon. The last time I drove by there I noticed that some of the buildings at the paper mill are for rent. (Or sale?) Do you think they'd let an artist rent (or buy) a place like that? That would be one heck of a studio. Then again the light's probably not very good. Also people would assume it was my super-villain lair. Best stay put.

canby show

Canby Public Library
292 N. Holly, Canby OR 97013

Monday, Wednesday, Friday: 10:00 am - 6:00 pm
Tuesday & Thursday: 1:00 pm - 8:00 pm
Saturday: 10:00 am - 6:00 pm
Sunday: Noon - 5:00 pm





Sunday, May 6, 2012

saturday

Squeezing a lot of things through the tube after visiting Jennifer Mercede's in-house studio on Saturday. Nothing gets your wheels turning like seeing other people's work.

saturday2

I painted a LOT this weekend. I was trying a lot of new things, trying to keep things loose and open and use paint a little more economically. (A little challenging for me, since my other medium can still be used when it is dried on the pallet. Not so with acrylic!)

chromatic illusion

Weirdly, fishes kept popping up in my paintings.

pink fishes

Again and again.

flying fish




Saturday, April 28, 2012

ornamental water

"There was a piece of ornamental water immediately below the parapet, on the other side, into which Mr. James Harthouse had a very strong inclination to pitch Mr. Thomas Gradgrind Junior. "


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Sunday, April 22, 2012

A Triumph of Surgery

sunshine

I mentioned this on twitter not long ago, but the sunshine season is coming to bridgetown (in a few months, that is) and it's time to get outside. I have been thinking a lot lately about how I can paint outside, something I'd like to do more often. Specifically I want to be able to carry my paints around with me at the Oregon Country Fair, and be able to be in full art-making mode rather than willfully limited as I was last year. The way I want to input things is always in flux and recently I've been itching to do more painting studies out in the world, and yearn for something that blends portability with simplicity. I want all the painting objects to be in one thing. Pallets, brushes, water cup, reading glasses and paper.

palletes stacked

The pallets I use are plastic, and two of them are the fold up "travel" kind, though the large one doesn't snap together like you'd want it to. Usually if my paints need to go somewhere I wrap a cloth around the cover-less pallet, close the closeable ones, tie them all together and stuff them into a bag. It works.

brushes in a jar

The brushes are of course the real problem. How in the world can one safely get brushes from point A to point B? For a long time I've had an ArtBin brand box that has foam holders specifically designed to keep brushes totally immobile -- honestly the best solution I have seen. Those bamboo roll-'em-up mats really don't work with small brushes and letting them jangle around loose in a pencil box is no solution at all. So the foam-in-the-box is great. However the box itself is not great. It is huge -- intended for meaty acrylic and oil painting brushes, not the minute brushes we watercolor-type painters use. A lot of unusable space. Nothing apart from paintbrushes could go inside it yet the box itself is large than my largest pallet, and longer indeed than my normal bag could accommodate.

pallets

My big pallet actually has a space for brushes. In the past I've made a little tube out of paper, taped it shut, and slipped it over the bristles of the brush. That works fairly well except I can only carry about three brushes in this way and in order to actually work on something I need my full range. That's still only about 5-8 brushes, but it exceeds my travel-pallet's capacity.

For a long time my solution has been to not bring brushes out at all, partly for the impossibility and partly in an effort to simplify my experience whilst at large in the wide world. If I bring too many things I am apt to try and USE them and not pay attention to what I'm seeing. But I have seen some very amazing things, (the Museum of Man building in San Diego for instance,) that -- for me -- really cannot be captured in any other way than paint and brush. The last time I was in Denver I actually bought a paintbrush and a tube of paint somewhere because I couldn't stop myself from wanting to express bigger than pen, more colorful than pen. And add to this my last-summer's work-in-the-park sessions of just sketching when I had actual real painting to do. OR the countless days spent woefully indoors when I could have easily been outside working if only I'd had the means.

So it is that I've been in the market for a painter's box. Nothing fancy, nothing pre-packed with gear I didn't need. Just an old beat up thing I could trick out to suit my needs. And sure enough, whilst sifting through my favorite antique place for something else entirely, squashed between a fine ceramic bowl and a statue of St. Francis, was my dilapidated painter's box. It was like destiny.

box is found

The ladies behind the counter looked at me with a trace of benevolent doubt as I gushed about my find, clutching it as though it were the a rare bone-china teacup. That saying about one man's trash is another man's treasure couldn't be more true at thrift and antique stores. It's okay. All the better if it was kind of battered -- nothing to hold me back from really using it.

handle

And it really is battered. Apart from the scratches and paint all over it, the handle was broken -- not yet in two pieces, but well on the way.

closure

The closure itself left a lot to be desired. There was a corresponding screw-and-hook on the other side, and held surprisingly well as I gave it violent experimental shakes, but I couldn't imagine walking around with important paintings with the closures in this state.

inside

And of course the main thing was it still didn't solve the paintbrush problem. It was just  empty compartments. Fortunately I still have the long-unused ArtBin box -- it has on four separate occasions gone into the "to donate" pile and lately has just floated around the car becuase it's a completely useless item to me, yet I knew that those little foam holders were the best thing I'd ever seen to solve the paintbrush problem. Now it was time to combine the two.

remove the foam

I removed the foam holders from the plastic box with a razor blade. (One came easily, one was more difficult.) If I had given away this box, or not had one, I would have just gone to a fabric store and bought a tiny bit of foam and cut slits into it. It would work just as well.

foam goes in

I cut the stuff down to size and glued it down with Diamond Glaze, which is not exactly appropriate but it's what I had on hand. I was careful to cut the foam a little too big so it would have to squish into the spot -- in theory holding things better. It held itself in there just fine and it was really for peace of mind more than anything else I bothered to glue it down at all. Though I suppose I will appreciate not having to hold the foam down as I take out a paint brush. I weighed down the foam with heavy stuff from my desk as I tackled the handle.

get ready for handle time

Ideally you'd want to wet-mold some sort of suede or leather to this and let it shrink-in-place to keep its hold. And also to do things 100% correct you'd replace the broken cord or cardboard or whatever held the thing's shape. (You'd maybe even want to take it to a proper furniture fix-it, which is what I will do someday when this fix gives way.) I didn't have anything like this, and the cork was broken in a nice place for my hands, so I just left it as-is and used fabric. DARK fabric, mind. Anything your grubby mitts will get hold of will turn dingy sooner or later.

fixing begins

I used a thinnish cotton fabric that would itself stretch a bit and do sort of what I'd want wet leather to do.

no science

There's no clear science here. I did an under-layer with a thin piece, for support, then overlaid that with a wider piece. I held it all together with pins and then crazy-stiched myself around as best I could. Eventually we arrived here: my darling lumpy handle. All in one piece.

finished handle

Then of course I had to solve the closure problem, which took me, for the first time, to Hippo Hardware, our friendly neighborhood salvage hardware superheroes. If you live in Portland and haven't managed to get yourself here, please do. What I wanted was a place where I could park myself and dig through the possibilities, and that's just what happened.
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latches

I can't tell you how pleased I am with the fixtures I found. That they match one another was pure gravy -- I just wanted something secure and small enough to fit on my box. In a drawer labeled "chest and suitcase hardwear" I saw little golden briefcase locks, I saw lock-and-key type things, I saw old suitcase closures with latches that slid to one side to release the catch, and numerous nameless odds and ends. A lot of the delight of digging through the drawer was solving the puzzle of how might THAT work? when you found something baffling. And eventually I found these two latches that look as though they belong to the box itself. Major thanks to the woman who took a bent piece I found and painstakingly hammered it and squeezed it in a vice until it could lay flat, and who then without my prompting took out her little blue box of special tools and filed down all the rough edges of the piece.

screws

AND thanks to the man who saw me digging through miscellaneous screws and was a little horrified, saying No! You need some really nice vintage-y screws that will match those great latches! and ushered me to a plastic box on the work bench where innumerable nicer screws floated around. It's a detail I never would have set out to pursue on purpose, yet looking at them now it completely makes the latches look as though they came with the box, and have been here all along.

finished latches

And there you have it! A painter's box with all the little trimmings specific to my wacky needs. I can't tell you how happy this whole project made me. Still makes me, in fact. We have been blessed with a glorious clear-sky weekend -- the kind you don't often find in Portland in April -- and not an hour after I finished attaching these latches onto the box I was able to fill it up and go paint in the park for a few hours. Not sketching or playing around but real, actual work; progress on a painting in progress. It was transcendent. Looking forward to many, many working outings this summer and many summers to come. Thank you for being there, box. And thank you for letting me fix you up. Now let's go on some adventures.

adventure time

Thursday, April 19, 2012

Sissy's Progress

Sissy's Progress

"Then Mr. M'Choakumchild said he would try me once more. And he said...I find that in a given time a hundred thousand persons went to sea on long voyages, and only five hundred of them where drowned or burnt to death. What is the percentage? And I said, Miss," here Sissy fairly sobbed as confessing with extreme contrition to her greatest error, "I said it was nothing."

"Nothing, Sissy?"

"Nothing, Miss -- to the relations and friends of the people who were killed."

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Saturday, April 14, 2012

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

friday2

A crayon warm-up from the other morning. Most of the time these are fairly loose and not really about anything (though occasionally they do become big paintings,) which is why I don't have a "crayon warm-up" category for this blog. Most of them are junk, and the whole point of the exercise is they don't need to be for sharing. I liked the feel of this one though. It was based on the dream I'd had the night before -- I'd spent majority of the dream sitting in a car holding a small fish in my hand. It was weirdly poignant, in that way dream-time things can be, this fish in my hand. Cool, small but weighty. A humble dinner certainly -- my hand isn't very big and the fish cupped in it comfortably.

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Tuesday, April 3, 2012

The One Thing Needful

The one thing needful

"Now, what I want is, Facts. Teach these boys and girls nothing but Facts. Facts alone are wanted in life. Plant nothing else, and root out everything else."

Illustration for the opening passages of Charles Dickens' "Hard Times", which is in fact my next big project. Now you know! I am terribly excited to be tackling something this hefty, and equally pleased that now I can talk about it.

I read this book in the blink of an eye over Christmas. In fact I gobbled up the first eighty pages in the bookstore, laughing aloud in places because it is so delightfully ridiculous. Arguably his most allegorical novel, (and arguably his shortest novel at 277 pages,) I found Hard Times to be a wonderful book to get yourself into Dickens if you've struggled with him before. I had, as he was forced upon me in college. A week or two with this book and he quickly became one of my favorite authors.

I know, boring. That Dickens is a good author is not news. But had you heard of this book before? Is this book news to you? It was news to me. And that puzzled me. I wondered why it wasn't more famous, as light and accessible as it is. It's what really sparked my interest in painting these pictures in the first place -- to give the book a lift and maybe get it out there to a wider audience.

Well -- I also wanted to make paintings because I couldn't stop drawing pictures in the margins of my copy. The book begs to be illustrated. Many people already have. I just felt like we could do with a bit of a modern take.

Many more illustrations to come as you can imagine. In the meantime I leave you here with "Thomas Gradgrind, sir. A man of realities", surveying "the inclined plane of little vessels...ready to have imperial gallons of facts poured into them until they were full to the brim."

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